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Isaiah was probably some sort of functionary in the Jerusalem
temple. That's where his vision takes place, when he is awed by realization
of the immensity and holiness of God.
The word "holy" has to do with the quality of otherness, that
is, of being other than ourselves, other than what we are accustomed to
seeing or experiencing in our everyday, mortal lives. So in this
fantastical vision, Isaiah has a vivid experience of God's being far beyond
our ordinary, limited perceptions.
On the other hand, paradoxically, his vision shows him a God
who, while other, yet is in some way present to him. Isaiah is experiencing
God as, in Marcus Borg's words, here and yet more than here.
Isaiah experiences this God that is both here and more than
here, calling him to go and warn his compatriots that their social injustice
and lack of true piety is sinful and will cause their downfall if not
corrected. That is, Isaiah feels God calling him to be a prophet.
Now, a prophet is popularly and incorrectly thought of as a
psychic, a predictor of the future. But in the Bible, a prophet is one who
interprets the present, who reads the signs of the times. A prophet
critiques the way things are to show the disparity between "the world" as it
is and what it could be under God's reign of justice and peace.
Rather than simply condemning those to whom their message is
addressed, however, prophets in scripture are often called to identify with
the people to whom God has sent them, and sometimes to intercede for, or
even to suffer, on behalf of them -- think of Moses, think of Jeremiah,
think of Jesus.
The prophet's job is also to point out where, when, and how
God is at work in the world. For a prophetic word consists, first of all,
in proclaiming God's gracious acts, by which people are inspired to
love. The prophet's central call is always to love and trust God, even when
he or she is being rejected by those they are trying to serve.
Being a prophet means speaking the truth in love, no matter
how hard it may be. Being a prophet means living with and loving the folks
to whom you have to say hard things.
No wonder that Isaiah, like Moses and others, when called by
God, said, in effect, "If it weren't for the honor of the thing, I'd just
as soon say no, thank you very much." Most sensible folks would feel the
same.
Isaiah in his time, like Jesus in his, went forth, not just
to rant and rave, nor to soothe and stroke, but to both "pull down" and
"build up." For prophets are often called to use words as strong as acid to
eat away at rotten structures, just as they are called to use words as
gentle as a soft rain to bathe wounded spirits. God's love, as a true
prophet proclaims it, is as active in destroying evil as it is in producing
good.
Prophets may be called to use words as powerful as hammers
and saws to build a just social order. They may be called to use words as
delicious as wholesome food to grow a community of love and care which would
reflect to each member the compassionate care which God has for humankind.
The Hebrew word dabar that means word also means
action. Likewise, the Greek word logos that our Bibles translate as "word"
also means the way things really work, the underlying structure of reality,
the acts and signs by which we detect God's presence.
So when we think of a prophet's words, we are also thinking
of actions. St. Francis of Assisi is reputed to have said, "Preach the
gospel at all times; when necessary, use words.
The narrative of Isaiah's call by God describes, not some
impersonal decree or memo, but a very personal, intimate sense of the
prophet's mouth being prepared by divine means. Most of us rationalist-type
Protestants are more comfortable with abstract thoughts than with the
description of God speaking to and acting on a person. We don't trust most
depictions of God engaging in dialogues with human beings.
Our Jewish friends tend to be much more comfortable with
these dialogues. Jewish literature contains many of them, from Abraham,
Moses and others in the Old Testament, to Tevye in "Fiddler on the Roof"
talking to God, complaining to God, shaking his fist skyward at God.
One of my favorite contemporary stories of such a personal
exchange between a person and God concerns a grandmother. She was of Jewish
origin but had not been active in her faith for years and considered herself
an agnostic.
One day, she took her little grandson to the beach and, as
she was watching him at play with his sandcastles, a huge wave suddenly
surged up onto the sand and swept the child out to sea. Horrified, she
cried out, "O God, if you're there, please save my grandson!"
Just as all of us tend to do when we feel desperate, she then
tried bargaining with God. "If you just bring him back," she pleaded, "
I'll go to synagogue every week, I'll get active in Hadassah, in the women's
group, in the men's group, whatever you want. Just, please, bring my
grandson back!"
Then, just as suddenly as the wave had appeared and swept the
boy away, another wave suddenly deposited him at her feet on the
sand. Sweeping the child up in her arms, she looked skyward and said, "He
had a hat, you know."
It's hard for us rationalists to identify with such
familiarity and self-possession in relating to God, isn't it? It's hard for
us to relate to Bible stories like the call of God to Isaiah when we don't
think we have such experiences.
But we do have experiences of God speaking to us. That's God
that speaks in the comfort and peace that can suddenly come to us in the
midst of grief or pain or confusion, in the compassion and sympathy that
stirs in our hearts at the suffering of others, and in the passion that
rises in our souls when we witness injustice, oppression, cruelty, and
mean-spiritedness,.
Then, as people of God, we too are called to give utterance
to prophetic words. We are called, not to tell people where to get off,
but, with words as tough as steel and deeds as tender as a tearful embrace,
to tell them that God loves them and that God's love can make a difference.
We are called to tell one another about human needs and how
we must address them. We are called to speak loud and clear about injustice
and cruelty where we see them, and to find ways to help their victims.
We may very understandably shrink at the thought of such
courage and responsibility. But we do well to trust that divine power can
touch our hearts and lips and put words in our mouths. You and I are
called, both to listen to such words and to speak them, to let them do their
work in us and in others. Otherwise, why would we bother being part of the
church, why would we believe that the church matters?
Granted, our calls don't tend to be as dramatic as
Isaiah's. Usually, for us, a call, in fact, is simply what is "called for"
in any situation. A long-time favorite author of mine, Frederick Buechner,
has written words to the effect that the place to which God calls you is the
place where the world's great need and your deep joy meet.
Just to see how we might become more aware of such calls, I
thought we might try a little experiment. This will suggest possible steps
we might take to prepare ourselves to hear God's call, with a brief practice
at it.
So think about some decision you're facing in your life in
your work, in your family, in the congregation, in the community or the
wider world, wherever you have been feeling a question mark. It may have to
do with whether or not to take on a new obligation, enter into some new
responsibility, or become part of a new group.
It may have to do with how to be the best stewards of our
time or money. It may have to do with your part in a relationship. There's
hardly a time in our lives when we don't have some such question mark, is
there?
Now, if you're comfortable doing it, close your eyes and
envision the setting of your question mark. What are the forces at work
here?
What are your feelings and thoughts in response to them?
Just be there with those thoughts and feelings for a few moments.
Now imagine possible actions you might take. Ask the Spirit,
God's presence with us, to show you what may be called for, letting possible
actions just bubble up in your mind. Let yourself be open to God's
guidance, maybe mentally repeating with each breath a simple prayer phrase
like "Here am I."
Now review the possibilities that have emerged in your
imagination. Seek the one that seems closest to the Spirit of Christ. Does
it address a need outside of yourself? Is there a joy to be found in it for
you? That may be your answer then.
You may have to continue this later in a time of quiet
reflection, or an answer may already feel sure to you. But when an answer
comes, and if you choose to act on it, you might end your prayer with, "Send
me." Try following this method a few times to see if it doesn't help you to
discern what it is that God would have you do.
We Christians are called to follow Jesus, continuing his
work, as members of the body of the living Christ, the church. We are
called to dare to listen and hear, to dare to speak and act, to dare to
believe that God can create something new and fresh and lovely, in and among
us and in the world, in Jesus' name, for Christ's sake.
May it be so. Amen.
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