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The Rev. Ann R. Lougee
October 28, 2007|
Heartfelt Prayers
Luke 18:9-14
The message of this parable is obviously against the sin of
self-righteousness. This was apparently an important issue when the author
of Luke wrote in the middle of the 9th decade of the 1st century.
Even in Jesus' time, Roman domination made life hard for ordinary people in
Galilee and Judah by demanding heavy taxes and great sums of tribute. Some
at the bottom of society, attempting to eke out a subsistence level of
existence, became tax collectors, collaborating with the oppressor, just to
survive. They were allowed to extract what they could from the people, over
and above what Rome required, thus to provide for themselves, and thus tax
collectors were hated by the people.
In Jesus' time, the Pharisees were just one of the several sects of Judaism
around the Jerusalem temple. They were the ones most interested in doing
things right. The Gospel of Luke gives us a mixed picture of the Pharisees,
accusing them in one place of being "lovers of money," but in another place
showing that some presumably friendly Pharisees warn Jesus of Herod's
intention to kill him.
After the destruction of the Jerusalem temple by the Romans in the year 70,
a generation after Jesus had died, the Pharisees took control of Jewish
religious tradition. It was they who decided what would be included in
Hebrew scripture, and they began the long process of interpretation which
ultimately became the Mishnah and Talmud. It was they who insisted on the
following of many rules to make one a good Jew in Luke's day.
Luke may well have been responding to this later development, not yet true
in Jesus' time, in crafting this parable. He would, of course, have known
the ancient prayer that every Jewish man said every morning, thanking God
for not making him a Gentile, a slave or a woman. It wasn't a great leap for
him to imagine a Pharisee taking it further.
We might here draw an uncomfortable comparison between Pharisees and good
church members. Those Pharisees were the ones who did the work and provided
the financial support necessary to support their religious institutions.
Those Pharisees were devoted to God and righteousness, and most of their
faults were the result of over-striving for holiness. Their zeal was often
misguided, but at least they had zeal in their desire to please God. When
religion became the end instead of the means, though, these leaders could
easily lose their way, as the Pharisee evidently did.
These days, some scholars see the Pharisees in a positive light, pointing
out that they preserved faith in God even under the crushing force of Roman
military domination, and they preserved it by maintaining clarity about the
way the goodness of God ought to shape all of faithful life. But we
remember, too, the many times Jesus is shown in the gospels to criticize
them, calling them not only money lovers but adulterers and hypocrites.
Now, shifting to tax collectors, they, like shepherds, have a more positive
image for us than they would have had, as we have seen, for Luke's earliest
audience. As long as they stay in the ancient past, we might think that
those people Jesus ate dinner with – prostitutes, tax collectors, sinners of
all kinds – are the ones we want to identify with. We'd like to think that
we'd be included, too, in those meals with Jesus, don't we?
But the hatred that people had for the tax collector was not without cause,
as we have seen, for he was the instrument of economic oppression by the
Roman Empire. That made him both a collaborator and ritually unclean. So tax
collectors were not merely 'misunderstood'; they were on the wrong side
religiously, politically, and economically.
Undoubtedly, the images of the Pharisee and the tax collector both must have
evoked a strong, but mixed, reaction from Jesus' audience as he taught them
about prayer. This is the second of two parables in a row about prayer, the
first being about the persistent widow. Jesus almost always used the least
likely examples as teaching aids: widows were at the bottom of society,
without power or voice, and yet how powerful was the voice of the widow in
his story!
Now here, another dimension of prayer is addressed, the heart of prayer,
really: that's the matter of who we are, or who we think we are, as we enter
into prayer. The Pharisee's prayer is like a Shakespearean soliloquy,
praising himself and his works and his own goodness.
He has it all figured out, and things add up rather nicely for him. Perhaps
he comes out looking better than even God does! It helps, of course, to have
the tax collector nearby for stark contrast, because the Pharisee far
outshines him in his virtuous works. In this religious leader's imagination,
God has surely noticed how good the Pharisee is. Actually, there isn't much
need for God to do anything in the life of this Pharisee except to agree
with him.
The tax collector, on the other hand, pours out his heart and buries himself
deeply into the voicing of his deepest anguish, his most profound awareness
of his own weakness, failures, and sins.
So engrossed is he that he apparently never even notices the Pharisee, let
alone compare himself with him. He just flings his heart wide open, and
depends on God to do something remarkable and redemptive in his life.
So Luke's Jesus teaches a lesson in justifying the abject sinner, the tax
collector, instead of the apparently holy Pharisee. If we come to prayer in
humble openness and fervent trust in God's goodness, he says, we make room
for God to work in our lives.
For, as the Apostle Paul wrote, "All fall short of the glory of God." That's
technically what the word "sin" means, to fall short or to miss the mark, as
we all do because we are mortal, fallible human beings. So all of us stand
in need of prayer and transformation.
Now, I think it's really important to lift up our joy and gratitude when
things are going well, not just to take those times for granted or to be
self-satisfied. The poet e e cummings famously said if the only prayer we
ever said is "thank you," it would be enough. I like those sentiments.
But some of you have seen this poster that I keep on my office wall. I'll
read it for you who are sitting too far back to read it. It says, "A prayer
to be said when the world has gotten you down, and you feel rotten, and
you're too doggoned tired to pray, and you're in a big hurry, and, besides,
you're mad at everybody: Help!"
For me, as I suspect for many of you, some of my most heartfelt prayer
happens when I am NOT in a good place in my life – when I'm sad, when I'm
anxious, when I'm scared, when I'm feeling betrayed, when I know I'm at
fault. Those times make me face how small I'm feeling, how unworthy I'm
feeling, how bad I'm feeling.
Those times in prayer also let me sense that I still have a proper place in
the universe, let me feel a gratitude for the grace that still comes to me
in spite of myself, which we churchy types call the love of God. Those times
also teach me to empathize with others when they are in bad situations, to
be more understanding and less judgmental than I might normally be
otherwise.
Charles Cousar writes, "Prayer is the occasion for honesty about oneself and
generosity about others." Honesty flows from openness: an open heart, an
open mind, a life open to transformation. Prayer helps us to discover who we
are. It also helps us discover what the "God" we envision when we use that
word is like: merciful and loving and just.
This is the God being invoked in the prayer of the tax collector, though
not, perhaps, in the prayer of the Pharisee. The hook in today's parable is,
as we have seen, our own inclination to identify with the tax collector and
not the Pharisee.
The Pharisee may, however, resemble us in more ways than we would like to
think, in the life of church and society. For we may ourselves be tempted to
place our trust in our own accomplishments and in our own deserving of what
we have received.
We may ourselves have thanked God occasionally with a kind of
self-satisfied, self-centered prayer of gratitude that we were able to
achieve our own righteousness. And there may be those, in our church, in our
denomination, in our society, from whom we stand apart when we pray.
So in any question raging in the life of the church, we will do well to ask
ourselves how is the Still Speaking God calling us to find that common
ground of radical dependence on God's grace. That is, after all, what
enables us to pray together and to seek forgiveness when appropriate.
Can we recognize ourselves, whether Pharisee (that is, religiously righteous
in all of our practices) or tax collector (that is, having stepped outside
the bounds of proper society and its rules)? And then can we still pray
together? What issues are there that threaten to divide us and keep us from
this kind of shared prayer, this kind of shared recognition that we are all
sinners, but we all belong to God?
If we believe that we all do belong to God, and yet we are all sinners, how
could we possibly leave church this day, thanking God either that we are not
like that prideful, self-righteous Pharisee or that we are not like the tax
collector, a recognized sinner? Let's sing from our black hymnals now, #519,
Standing in the Need of Prayer.
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